15 years old and thinking about commiting suicide…?
I have had suicidal thoughts for the past several years
I just don’t like living, im just sick of everyone and i just want everything to just stop
I have friends in school but no close friends. the close friends i had im not allowed to hang out with because i did drugs with them, im not even allowed to talk to them anymore.
I’m a quiet kid and i try to be happy around people but things just keep going wrong for me lately and I just dont know what to do anymore..
Im a smart, athletic kid but i just dont think or act like a normal 15 year old does i guess.
I’m not getting bullied in school, I get along with most people I come across but I just dont like how my life is.
Im sick of being looked at as the big druggie in school because I’ve made bad decisions
I overdosed a couple days ago and I almost wish it did kill me because I wouldnt have to end my life intentionally
I know that a lot of people will be hurt if I do end my life but i have thought of depression that are constantly going through my head
I’m almost always in pain due to my back problems, chronic daily headache syndrome, TMJ or other various things and I hate it. I just want all my pain to stop and I feel as if commiting suicide will just make it all go away.
A normal 15 year old kid isnt supposed to have these issues and it doesnt help my cause
I’m not saying this for attention. I just dont know what to do…
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Sure commit suicide!
Because burning in hell for the rest of eternity is so much better than life on earth!
Have fun!
Okay I am sorry for my insensitive comment above, but really, is taking your life really the best way to answer you problems?
No.
If you commit suicide you really don’t know how many people you will be hurting in the process.
Think about it.
You might think that you will be ending your misery but your parents would disagree.
It is actually selfish how you would even consider hurting your family so much because you aren’t happy.
I suggest you turn to God. He is the only way.
Have prayer sessions and just stay strong.
And also everyone has pain.
I am sure with time that your ailments will pass and you will look back at yourself one day and laugh.
Just stay strong, have faith in the Lord, and talk to your loved ones.
Thats all you can do.
My prayers are with you!
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Well, I was kind of in the same situation. I understand that life is tough especially in high school, but that doesn’t mean you should just give up in life for a couple of hardships. Try to go to some clubs outside or inside of school and meet new people. Maybe you should go to the park and make friends with regulars who go there often. But continue studying well and excersicing regularly. You should talk to the guidance counselor in your school. Keep on building your friendships with friends who don’t force you to do things like drugs because they’re not your real friends if they don’t care about what you may think. Hope this helps =\
Maybe not the best idea to kill your self. I have been having thoughts of running away and never coming back. So much emotional crud, crying, and talking to my self. Its best to see what path your life takes you on until you decide. Live to finish collage at least, your parents would be happy to see you on that stage getting your diploma. You may want to talk to your parents if it becomes worse, your parents may not understand you but you might get a answer from them that will settle you down a bit. See where life takes you then decide…
Normal? There is no such thing as normal. All people are different, with our own unique challenges and concerns. Normal does not exist, nor should it. Anyway, how do you know what problems you are ‘supposed’ to have?
Sure, suicide makes it all go away. But that is the key. ALL goes away. EVERYTHING you know and love is gone. And where does that leave those who love you? Is assuaging your own pain worth causing permanent pain in others.
By the way, if I may ask. What does your age matter in this? Everyone has issues, not just adolescents.
Only you know what is best for you. Weigh your options, and decide as you will. Will you give in, or rise up and be a better person. Success is getting up one more time than you fall down.
********DO NOT DO IT!************
Your going through a tough time, you have to push through this. Killing yourself is the easy way out, but it has the worst results. Not only going to hell but your family and friends love you, you’ll destroy their lives. You need professional help, find a therapist, psychiatrist. Your physical pain is fixable don’t do something permanent for your temporary problems. Look people can be mean, when I was in high school I was just like you. I didn’t do drugs, but kids picked on me for being short, I know the pain of being an outsider I over came the names by being me. Don’t do drugs and just be you, you are a great person don’t change to fit in. Stand strong against the world, if you refuse to change the world must form to you. The man who wants to conquer the world needs only to conquer himself.
I would recommend not trying to do it, because you’re only 15 right now. You aren’t getting bullied in school, so there is no problem there.
You will probably make friends later in life, it’s very hard to keep lasting relationships in Elementary and High School. I honestly wouldn’t commit suicide if I was in your situation, because you’re being a bit selfish.
I don’t want to pull out this lame card, but look at all the kids that don’t have homes, starving for food every day… they don’t have clean water, and are orphans. They have it much harder than you or me, and they don’t commit suicide.
I could understand maybe if you hit rock bottom and were experiencing all of those issues, but you’re not. You’re still living in a shelter, getting food on a daily basis, etc.
Think about these things first before you do it. There really is no reason currently in your life to kill yourself. So what if you have headaches, and back problems? It’s not the end of the world. Why don’t you actually go talk to a doctor about these problems, or go see a chiropractor?
You sort of piss me off, because there is nothing actually wrong with you. You are just selfish and you don’t think of anyone except for yourself. I can’t stand people like you, when one thing goes wrong in your life, you think about suicide.
But I guess if you REALLY want to go through it, and are that determined… (pathetic) either seek counseling, or go check into a mental hospital until you’re better.
I’m 62 and one thing I remember very well is how hard it was to be 15. A lot of your anguish comes from the simple fact that you are changing from a chid to an adult and it is very hard and painful and our society has never talked about this honestly. I must encourage you to hold off on any attempt to end your life as you have not yet experienced the other side of the teen age years. It would be good if you could stop taking drugs, too. Find a program that can help you. You say you are athletic, but I hope that you can also sit down for a while and read. Go to a bookstore or library and look around to see what interests you, and read as much as you can about these things. If you try you will find something that really holds your attention and takes you mind off of your pains and your position in the world. I’m am not at all a stranger to your problems, but only you can give meaning to your life. Don’t wait for someone else to tell you what to do, find something besides drugs and clowning around that you like and get into it. Personally I like to read about octopuses and outer space. Also, reading about early American life and authors like Poe and Brett Harte are very interesting and will lead you to other things. It can give you experiences and ideas that can help you become an adult. Don’t give up on life until you have a better idea of what it is.
Don’t kill your self mate need to speak to anyone add me on msn sam_reardon@hotmail.co.uk
I know your going through a tough time right now but please don’t give into the temptation to make it go away. I promise it will get better. Life always gets tough but that means it always gets better to. You made some mistakes in the past but you need to forgive yourself for that because you are worth so much more than you are acting. When you are sad and feeling depressed like you are, you don’t see how important your life is. You can’t believe it will get better. But please believe it will. Your life is important. And the good thing is your thinking about the people who care about you. Stick around for them, don’t let them lose a friend. There are so many people who need you in your life.
Don’t give into that side of your brain that is telling you that suicide is the only way out to the problem you are facing. The logical part of your brain, which is evident by the fact that your not understanding why you think like this, knows that suicide isn’t the only way out because you know life will always turn around for the better. It is the emotional side of your brain that is saying “I can’t get through.” Trust me you can.
Life will always get hard, but please know that it will get better. I know its hard when you feel forced to smile even when you want to cry. I know its hard when you want to tell someone how your feeling but your afraid and you can’t find yourself to talk to anyone. God is there. You can always talk to Him. I know its hard to believe and trust in Him, especially when nothing seems to be going your way, but He is there. God doesn’t cause problems, He delivers you from them. Trust in Him, just ask Him for help, and He will guide you through the storm. Life isn’t about waiting for the storm to pass, it is about learning to dance in the rain.
Life will always get better, even if it doesn’t seem like it will. Those who make it through the tough, will feel golden. The hardships in the end make us stronger. I know you are strong. Jesus was divine, but even He fell while carrying the cross. Falling down in life doesn’t make us weak, not getting back up does. So try to erase these thoughts from your head. God has a wonderful plan for you, even when you don’t think you matter to this world, trust me, you do. Jesus wouldn’t have sacrificed His life for us, if He thought even just one person wasn’t worth saving. He loves you and will be happy to carry you through the burden you may be feeling.
I know you have gifts or talents. Are you a good writer, musician, athlete, artists? Try to pick up one of these hobbies, start taking piano or guiatar lessons. Write a story, get your mind flowing. Join some sports, or get into the arts. )
Your life is worth so much. Think about all the people who love you. You may not realize it, but a lot of people do, family members, friends, even I do, and I don’t personally know you, but am praying for you. And other people who responded to your question care. They want you to keep walking in this life. I know it gets hard, but I know you are strong, I know you can make it through. I pray that God is helping you always and forever. He loves you. He gave you this life, because He knew you were worth it.
Even when you are feeling sad, please know and believe that things will get better. I am praying to the Father, Our Lord and Savior, to the Blessed Mother, and all the choirs of Angel’s and Saints in Heaven. I think its safe to say that you are in good hands.
Here are some links of songs/poems/sites that I hope will inspire you.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lSwCOs-uX…
http://www.amandashome.com/footprints.ht…
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P7EM29jFa…
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1Hny-xp4k…
http://www.givesmehope.com/ >>>>this is a good one
I hope that you will never give up on God. Even if you have never talked to Him, you can always turn to Him. Things might not get better at first, or in the way that you want, but I promise you, things will change. God will take care of everything. Please keep the faith. Going to Church, even for the first time or the first time in a long time, can be very helpful. Or just reading the Bible, and if you don’t have one, you can always read it online.