i am very scared right now.for a while i have been suffering with an eating disorder,i am 5’4 108lbs and 14years old and eat very very very little.i have an extreme fear of gaining weight,and i have been loosing it extremely quickly.its tuesday and since friday all i have eaten is a peeled cucumber,diet soda,green tea and water.i ignore my hunger,drink water,and dont eat much at all.even when i ate the cucumber,i was on the treadmill and i walked it off not long after.i dont meet the citeria for anorexic perfectly (im not 15% under a healthy weight) but i think i have an eating disorder.
and now,i dont know if this is what it is,but im getting really wierd,horrible symptoms,like menopause.a wierd heart beat,mood swings,hot flashes,dizzyness,lightheadedness,sleeping problems,extreme fatuigue,headaches,anxiety,aching muscles and joints,when i stand i lose my vision,my tounge and lips go numb and i lose my balance for a minute or a little less..
im really scared right now,and i dont know what to do,and i dont want to go to the doctor about it because i dont want anyone to know about my eating problem,because in all honesty,i dont want to eat,i dont want to recover..
but i am really scared and i dont know what to do.
does this sound like i might be getting very early menopause???
vegan4life – please.do NOT be a b.i.t.c.h to me.my weight has fluctuated so much lately its not f u c k i n g funny.so piss off and keep your comments to yourself if you are going to be a B I T C H.believe me.you are not helping.
thanx a lot b i t c h.

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